Suicide thought on week 4

2022.01.19 07:24 Goumzou Suicide thought on week 4

its been 4 weeks now that i am on sertraline and since like a week i'm having big suicidal thought, they come instantly when i wake up, and they stay until i sleep.
Also i've been losing weight which worries me.
Should i just stop taking it?
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2022.01.19 07:24 arabpost British MPs Call For Sanctions Against Bahrain Officials Over Human Rights Abuses

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2022.01.19 07:24 veddX Just got freya from hero fragment shop, what should I pick now if I ever recharge in the future?

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2022.01.19 07:24 Educational-Yak-9218 Die telegram server ist wyld🔞

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I rarely hook-up (I'm 25 almost 26, first time at 22 and this is the fourth time I have sex in my life,I had anal only 2 times).
We talked before via webcam and for an hour and a half in real life at his place. He seemed like an understanding and good guy.
I explain to him how I hate being pressured. I tell him how today we're just doing soft/oral sex cause I haven't met up with a guy in a long time and how much it takes for me to actually meet someone for a hook-up.That I had previous experience with having to withstand pressure from guys. And even if for some reason I was horny enough to have anal, a condom is an absolute necessity, no negociation.
We're having soft fun and suddenly he starts poking with his penis. I tell him "hey I told you not to". He says he's sorry, just the hornyness. We go on, he tries again. Same response. Then he tries again, same response. He tells me how are we supposed to pleasure each other then? I tell him we can kiss and masturbate. I tell him to get on the side, we kiss and masturbate. It was pleasurable. Thanks antidepressants for allowing me to not feel as disgusting afterwards. Usually I feel like a fucking perverted monster after. This time it was mild. So I guess that's good news.
But why why why do I have to repeat myself 3 times for you to respect my limits.
Afterwards he drops me off at the station and he tells me he's free during the weekend etc. I tell him okay with a heavy heart.
Finally I decide to go against my nature and confront him about the situation. He smiles stupidly, not maliciously, he doesn't seem to understand. He tells me he was horny and didn't think rationally.
I tell him he was nice etc but that kind of behavior raises alarms for me and I'd have to think about meeting him again (obviously I will not meet him again).
I hate how people do this stuff. He was from the same ethnic background as me and way older (51).He should understand how vulnerable this stuff makes me feel. You went through it before me. I am not confrontational at all, but sometimes you just have to for your own safety and health.
This experience means I'm going to take a 1 year+ break again from hooking up. He seemed really understanding and was looking for a sex friendship like me. This is why I hate hooking up. I wish my situation allowed me to date but I can't. Especially guys my age. So sometimes I have to hook for intimate companionship elsewhere. I push it off for about a year untill I give up cause masturbation and porn only goes so far.
Anyway really bummed cause I was hoping for something stable this time. Why can't people simply be respectfull. Especially an older gay guy who knows what we go through for our attractions in our ethnic group. Why would you make this experience anything less than a good and pleasurable experience when I clearly stated my limits.
I always manage to attract the borderline dangerous ones. This is one of the reasons I wish I was straight,so I could freely date and extensively vet people before having sex within a relationship. I don't even want sex really. I want love. But I guess sometimes I have to do with the next best thing.
Sorry for this stupid pity party of a rant. I am the reponsible one. I should have known better than to meet up with a random guy. I should have thought with my brain and not my dick.
I'm writing this so I can come back next time I crave intimacy and remind myself I better wait untill I figure my stuff out (even if it takes 20 fucking years) before I get murdered/ raped/an incurable STI one of these days.
Can't wait for when I have money and can buy a farm far away from people to spend my days taking care of my cows, sheep, chickens, dogs and cats. Leave me alone. I wish I could get fucking sterilized so I could focus on usefull shit instead of this fucking useless biological urges for sexual and romantic intimacy. Not like 2 guys can have a kid anyway. So what's the fucking point. Let me read a philosophy book in the middle of my 25 dogs in peace.
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2022.01.19 07:24 spunky1915 Does Goldman Sachs have dual personality symptoms?

Goldman Sachs in 2017: "Bitcoin is a vehicle for fraudsters"
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If Goldman Sachs changed the name to Bitman Sachs, it would make sense.
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2022.01.19 07:24 Artic_Marine Electrone shells and valance electrones

Electrone shells and valance electrones I start studying a bit of chemitry lately and got irritated by this, since i cant find a good response.
Layer O should theoreticly be able to hold 50 electrones, why do 4 electrones decide to become valence electrones in the P shell instead of filling up O more?
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2022.01.19 07:24 gabbiecitrus10 I have some questions for people who regularly socialise, have friends, and are in a good mental health space

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2022.01.19 07:24 Gomasks Uploaded str8 from the base model glb file. to decentraland builder. (Not edited). I can't upload any of my my wearables until I find a solution for this. Any help?

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2022.01.19 07:24 pingowego The tyranny of comfort. We're fighting for our right to be unhappy.

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2022.01.19 07:23 bleep_bloop_69 Need help with FIFA 22 PC error

Hi all, this morning I found that I couldnt start the game. Whenever I try to, it gives me an error saying something like "cant start game due to the pc being offline, connect to the internet on your pc to activate the game with your EA-account." Anyone who dealt with this error before who can help me out? Much appreciated!
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2022.01.19 07:23 ChipmunksLikePeanuts I've dreamt the future consistently for two decades, and I've seen how the apocalypse begins

To give a little background, I have dreamed the future in exact detail at least once every month or two for two decades. The first time I'm aware of it happening was a few months before I should have died. It was the first day of 6th grade, and I had had the dream the night before. At the time, I saw a classroom I had never been in or seen pictures of, and didn't really think much of it. About halfway through the day, we changed seats, and as I sat down, it "clicked". It's really hard to put into words the feeling confronting that a part of your awareness transcends both space and time brings up. Everything was the exact same, down to pictures on the wall from the previous year's classes.
It has happened many times since then, and it has become so normal to me that I don't even think it's strange at this point. There is one other example I would like to give, because I think it is significant information for you to have while considering what I am about to tell you. About a decade after the first experience, I was out hiking with a friend in a place that I had never been before. Suddenly, I felt that familiar lining up of a half-forgotten dream and my current experience. In the dream we turned left, so I decided that we absolutely had to go right. A completely different set of events followed. What is seen in premonitions can be changed.
Now, onto the apocalyptic dream. I was in my parents' house and feeling particularly anxious that something terrible was about to happen. I don't know how I knew what was about to unfold, but I did. I knew that I had to destroy the television in the living room or my parents would die. I got a baseball bat from the basement, but something in me stopped me from smashing it. I just remember thinking to myself: "they love that television more than they love me...they'll never forgive me if I'm wrong," and putting the bat down. Maybe 10 seconds later, something wearing the skin of my grandmother came through the television. It wasn't quite like The Ring, it was more like we had been using technology that we didn't fully understand, and that beings who did understand it could use it as a portal.
The first thing it does is run to the kitchen, and grab the biggest knife out of the block of wood where the knives are stored. It then begins to chase my family around the house. I think it is important to add this detail, because people are the way that they are: it didn't need the knife; using it was more of a psychological thing than a necessity. It chased my parents and I around the house until we somehow ended up separated. I was upstairs in their bedroom, desperately performing the LBRP; unsure of what to even do against this kind of evil. I knew it wouldn't do anything, but I didn't know what else to do. After admitting that I was wasting my time, I made my way back downstairs and ended up being chased outside briefly. I look up at the sky and it's blood red. It is cold, and it is night time. I think it was around the end of Autumn/the beginning of Winter.
I end up going back inside, and after looking for my dad, I realize that he's dead. I find the demon wearing my grandmother's skin chasing my mom around, and I start chasing it. She makes it 3/4 of the way up the staircase to her bedroom, and I see the monsters slash her with the knife and draw blood. Something in me snaps, and time freezes. I just feel this white hot furious energy erupting from my chest, and somehow I use it to utterly annihilate the demon wearing my grandmother's skin. Not even an atom of it remained. That's where the dream ends, so I don't really know what happens next.
This dream has changed me considerably. I find myself trying to guide people towards behaving in a way where this terrible nightmare does not become our reality, but it feels futile these days. I've lost count of the amount of times that I've cried my eyes out over knowing how things will end unless something changes drastically. It's not out of fear for myself, I know that no matter what happens, I'll be okay. It's out of fear for you, but mostly for the innocent beings that call this planet home, because the consequences of our spiritually abhorrent behavior will be felt by them, and they do not deserve it. I find myself befriending wild animals, and doing everything in my power to help and protect them out of a sort of penance for what my species will inevitably cause them to suffer.
I don't really expect anyone to believe me. I just wanted to let you know that when the sky turns blood red on a cold night, get yourself away from electronics and underground. Fast.
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2022.01.19 07:23 Revolutionary-Ask829 Edtech idea

Hi Guys

What you guys think about this idea?

Like all of you, I've already been a student, and I don't know if it was just me that happened, but I often had difficulty learning in class, and when you would came home
my only source of contentes was my books and some videos on youtube.

And this make me thinking about video stream plataform with a fix montlhy subscription per consumer with access to all classes. And as source of content independent teachers would upload content and be payed based
on quantity of views they have.
Some of you are thinking, well isn't youtube already doing that? in my ipinion yes and no, the busineess idea could be close but as soon as plataform gets some trafics teachers will be much better pay by
their content.

The closest companie I see right now to my ideia, is Byju's

Would you be willing to pay for such a platform? or your sons?
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2022.01.19 07:23 Savings-Roll5865 BULL ALERT! BULL ALERT! Pre-market looking green. I think we're fucked. Drain the dark pool, hide your ladders and put some clothes on naked shorts.

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2022.01.19 07:23 okoAlderman XT.COM will list BTCBANK(BITCOIN BANK) and open its trading

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